I've decided long ago that once I've made one specific song I've had in mind, I would stop using this account, so as to put an end to an era that I would rather put behind me.

Well, that day has come, and I will continue to be active on my new account, TheDarkMage.

There's already something uploaded on it, and more will come as I'm planning to make several experimental tracks a month.

See you there!

I've discovered some insane music in my time here. Once this school madness ends, I'm going to post mine as well!

I'm in quite a weird state right now.

First off, I might actually be close to starting my music production. Getting a computer for my birthday which is in a few days, I'm aiming to upgrade it to 12gb RAM (an improvement from 2gb lol). And secondly, anyone who's seen my comments, ratings etc. can tell that I am a huge fan of Xtrullor, and he's frankly the only reason why I'm here. Recently, as he has been wandering off a path I aim to pursue on a tangent, I have turned to seeking other role models who would shape my music once I begin, and possibly turn to for advice. An artist whom I discovered very recently is a guy called Agente.001, but I've also been heavily influenced by Talurre and other Newgrounds artists who share a similar path. Anyhow, despite the tough financial situation my family is still in, I am planning to purchase a DAW (most likely FL) next summer. Before and during this stage, I would continue looking for artists and tracks that would guide me in the very beginning, as I lack a true sense of self right now, and while I do have plans on going on small rebellions that would give me a sense of confidence, I'm not much more than a work in progress. For example, even though it might sound weird, Agente's approach to music and life served as a major wave of inspiration to me recently (P.S. you're welcome for the 100th sub haha). I admit, I can sometimes come off as creepy - Xtrullor might or might not have received a video from an old channel of his that I found with Minecraft videos from 2011 - but that's really what happens whenever I find something of major inspiration in something or someone.

Therefore, my goal for the next few months is to collect as much information as I can, practicing music theory on my borrowed synthesizer in order to make up for the lost time of being taught nothing in school and hopefully meeting more artists whose music I can fuse into whatever I'd be doing in the future. And speaking of that, orchestral dubstep has been something that I want to give a more powerful touch to, as well as continue where Xtrullor's "first era" finished if things start going well.

And so, this post comes to an end, and a very exciting future might be coming very soon. If you've read this entire thing I wrote at 11pm for some odd reason, I'll have a slice of pizza shipped to your front door.

And I have no idea what to do.

I heard this is a good site, I liked the aspect of having this little blog here, so let's just write something here for my first post.

I have been producing music in a demo version of a DAW, and I really hate being stuck with it.

I hate being without money.

My only hopes right now lie in that I'll be able to convince my parents to "invest" some money in this. My current equipment is really low-end.

To conclude this first post, I really hope this is a better site than Soundcloud, and that you can actually get people to listen to your stuff here.

Maybe one day, someone will read this post here, and understand my struggles.